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Saturday 16 April 2016

How to have sex with the same person for the rest of your life

The Guardian

 
‘Spending too much time with your partner may be the problem.’ Photograph: Microzoa/Getty Images


1 Accept that having sex with the same person for the rest of your life – unless it’s yourself (see later) – is hard and, at times, boring. But not impossible. The problem – actually, there are several and also lots of contradictions – is that the received wisdom has always been to spend more time with your partner to build something called “intimacy”, which will lead to The Sex. Actually, this may be wrong.

2 Spending too much time with your partner may be the problem. Do romantic weekends make you feel really unromantic and panicked? Seeing someone all the time is not sexy after the first few months. It leads to something called habituation, which must be avoided at all costs if you want to continue having sex with your partner. Habituation is when you stop really seeing someone/thing because you see them all the time, ie taking someone for granted, which leads to hating their guts. In one survey, a common answer to the question “When do you feel most attracted to your partner?” was “When they weren’t there.” This is because anticipation is a powerful aphrodisiac and distance lets erotic imagination back in, which leads to fantasy. Unfortunately, it’s often cruelly crushed when your partner comes back into view.

3 The major stumbling block to sex in a long-term relationship is that you’re after two opposing things: security, reliability – lovely anchoring things like that which make you feel safe – but you also want fire, passion, risk, danger, newness. The two camps are opposed. If you have one, you can’t have the other.

4 The answer is to try to get pockets of distance. Make sure you stay true to yourself. Do things for yourself and by yourself; socialise on your own sometimes. In another survey, respondents said that they found their partners sexiest when the partners were in their element: the life and soul of the party, doing a job really well. Being “other” to the person they knew as reliable and as their partner. Having sex at your partner’s place of work may be something to consider if you can avoid CCTV. You don’t want to watch yourself having sex with the same person over and over again on YouTube because you have become a meme.

5 All this said, you do need to spend some quality time together to keep the bonds going. Sharing good experiences is better than spending your money on stuff for each other. This is because memories of experiences shared become more golden with the passing of time, unlike mere things you get used to (see habituation). Also you can only throw things at each other in an argument that leads to sex if you are in a film starring Sophia Loren. In real life, it leads to hate and mess.

6 Masturbation is basically having sex with the same person for all of your life, yet no one gets sick of that. Why? Because you are safe to go into your own private head-place, and the chances are that there is a real dissonance between the erotic you and the you in the real world. The erotic you has no place in your every day life, the erotic you may not be very responsible (responsibility kills sex drive). The erotic you only has one goal. Orgasm. It isn’t the point, they always tell you that in sex columns, but it’s nice – otherwise, come on, what is the point of all that effort? It’s this distance that’s at the heart of keeping an erotic charge between you and your partner. Consider separate bedrooms.

7 Learn the difference between wanting someone and neediness. The first is sexy, the latter isn’t. Looking after someone because you want to is different from one person being cast in the parenting role to the other, which isn’t sexy at all and will lead to a lack of sex with your partner and, possibly, lots of sex with someone else who doesn’t need looking after.

8 Don’t expect your partner to be everything to you. There’s an oft quoted phrase in relationship circles: “don’t expect your partner to do the job a whole village once did.” Also be realistic: two centuries ago you’d probably be dead by the age of 50, now marriages can last longer.

9 But! Take solace in the fact that older people do have more sex. Last year, a study found that if you’ve been married to the same person for 65 years, you have more sex than you did at your 50th wedding anniversary.

10 The secret of sex with the same person for ever, says Esther Perel, the author of Mating in Captivity, is letting go of “the myth of spontaneity. Committed sex is willful, premeditated, focused and present”. She also suggests good tools for talking with your partner (or to find out things about yourself), for example, start conversations with: “I shut myself off when …” and “I turn myself on when …”

Tuesday 29 May 2012

Pritish Nandy - My separated at birth twin

The pleasures of being a bore

Pritish Nandy
29 May 2012, 12:03 AM IST

I am an itinerant presence on Twitter. I am not on Facebook. I rarely trawl malls and try out new brands, new restaurants. I avoid pulp fiction and Hollywood blockbusters don't excite me overmuch. Dating a celebrity is not exactly my idea of a great evening out. And no, I don't go to Ibiza to party or Bahrain for F1. I don't even own a Blackberry or an iPad. I haven't worn a watch in years but am almost always on time. And no, I don't consider myself famous, never did.
Now doesn't this make me the perfect bore?

I write for my livelihood, paint for my pleasure. I make movies because they are fun. I work out because it makes me feel good. I yoga because it wakes me up early and allows me to watch the city come to life. I tweet when I feel like and I enjoy the response of others to what I say, even when they are not always polite. The interplay of ideas sharpens my thoughts. I walk into bookshops, sit in a corner and read. I travel a lot because it allows me to escape the ennui of routine. You can recognise me anywhere by my faded jeans and white shirt. A grey waistcoat and sneakers complete the ensemble. I never dyed my beard which greyed in my thirties. I shaved my head by accident and liked it so much I never grew my hair back.

I listen to all music, enjoy them all. From Elvis to Gangubai Hangal to Nusrat to Adele. But yes, I love music where the words touch my heart. I love Sahir and Kaifi. I re-read old classics. But I enjoy watching The Simpsons too. It bothers me when Inception tests my intelligence, and my patience. But that doesn't mean I watch Houseful 2. I would rather watch ZNMD or Kahaani. My idea of a perfect date would be in a tiny café in a place where I have never been with someone I have never met and am unlikely to ever meet again. Mystery and magic are what I seek from life, and the occasional miracle of love.

So rarely do I go to parties that people have stopped inviting me. The company of one beautiful or intelligent person excites me far more than people in the collective trying very hard to enjoy themselves. I find the world a charming place, best savoured on one's own or with someone you love. Group celebration is as unexciting to me as group sex. I find both tedious. Sex, like love, is at its best when you experience it with someone of the opposite sex, which makes me doubly boring in a world where almost everyone is bisexual or (in Samantha's memorable coinage) trysexual. I really wouldn't know what to do with a naked man. Only women exist in my sexual universe.

Even there I am deadly boring. S&M doesn't titillate me. Mozart may. I passed on drugs when I passed out of school. Alcohol makes me drowsy. And the current obsession over food I find gross. I eat little, speak less, grab the passing moment. Neither greed nor gluttony excite me. I wouldn't notice if Gordon Ramsay was in the kitchen. It's the person I am with who makes it happen. I never eat alone. The only food I miss is what I don't get. Ergo, nostalgia food. A meal I had on a steamer in Bangladesh. My mother's cooking, even though it was never great. I miss food from little known places that have shut down. I remember a city by what I ate there, usually happenstance street food.
I believe our hearts teach us how to react. A book, a film, a song may move me to tears at a special moment. On another, they could leave me untouched. That's why it's so tough being a critic. You have to carry your moment with you. Trees, dogs, cats, birds, flowers, squirrels running on the fence, the sound of laughter work any time for me, and the delight of walking through unknown streets, empty fields, unseen dreams. I love them all and wish I could pass on the memories to those I care for instead of the trinkets we gift each other and so easily forget.

Friday 19 September 2008

The trouble with fairy-tales

 

Like most girls of her age, Ariane Sherine believed in romance. She thought she had only to find the right person to find perfect passion and happiness. Then, slowly and painfully, she discovered the truth...

Friday, 19 September 2008

I was 15, he was 16, and our romance began with a lie about a jumper. It was the shapeless beige jumper he was wearing on a trip out with friends, and I didn't like it at all. "I like your jumper," I told him. "Can I try it on?"

It came down to my knees, but as I had hoped, he forgot to ask me to return it before he left. I rang him for the first time the next day. "I accidentally went home in your jumper," I lied again. "But I don't mind meeting up if you want it back?"

"I'd like to meet up," he replied earnestly. I wondered if he really missed the jumper. Maybe I'd give it back, and never see him again.

But when we met, he suggested that we go to the cinema. After the film, we held hands, our fingers sticky from the sweet popcorn. "Do you have a boyfriend?" he asked.

"No," I answered, trying to sound as though this were unusual, when in fact I'd never had a boyfriend.

We kissed for the first time. "Then will you be my girlfriend?" he replied, and I wondered if there had been a better moment than this for anyone, anywhere, ever.

To start with, it was easy. We were in love, and it felt like everything I'd ever seen or read about romance: like being coloured in brightly after years of living in greyscale. I was floating in a hot air balloon full of misspelt poems, mix tapes and inept kisses, which took me away from my bleak home life, and I hoped it would never come down.

He was everything I imagined a boyfriend would be. He would walk me home though it took him round the long way, bring me flowers he'd picked, wrap his arms tight around me when I was cold, and wait for me patiently whenever I was late to meet him. He even insisted on giving me the ugly jumper. "You like it – you should keep it," he explained when I protested. I began to sleep while holding it, because it smelt of him.

I forgot the emptiness of both home and school whenever I was with him. Even as I failed in every other area of my life, our romance seemed all the more luminous for it. I began to meet him instead of going to lessons in the afternoons, sliding like a school-uniformed fugitive through the back gate and running down the tunnel into his arms.

I remember the day we slept together for the first time, clean and fresh and new, and the way we weren't quite sure what to do. We were certain, though, that our last time would also be with each other.

"I love you," he told me that day. "I've never said that before, and I never want to say it to anyone else."

"I love you too, so you'll never have to," I replied.

I truly thought those heady, illusory butterfly feelings would never fade. That we would always kiss until we could barely breathe, and that my heart would forever dance and skip when he rang me up, even if it was only to say "The trains aren't running today." Just 17 and More! magazine ran stories of perfect relationships, and couples who had been in love for decades, even if they had yet to publish the article "Snare him by stealing his jumper".

When things first began to slow down, two years later, I didn't understand what was happening. I decided I was just imagining that he and I were talking and laughing less; that sometimes, he would forget to call me, and that when we did speak, we seemed to have little to say.

"You're not bored of me, are you?" I asked a number of times. Eventually he replied, "I'm a bit bored of you asking if I'm bored."

I was certain this lull in romance was temporary, caused merely by a change in our lives. I had been expelled from school for throwing a Coke can in somebody's face (they had spat in my lunch first, but apparently that "wasn't an excuse") while he was now going to university. Things would return to the way they'd been before, I told myself, and in years to come we would probably laugh and ask: "Do you remember that time when we forgot how to talk to each other?"

I tried not to worry. But to my confusion, our relationship seemed to slide even further downhill. We slept together less often, and in the mornings he would be irritable because I had unknowingly stolen the duvet all night. We seemed to be less in love with each other, and these days he rarely said "I love you" first. It felt as though something had shifted between us, and I was scared that it wouldn't shift back.

Nobody had told me this was normal: I had never heard of relationships settling down, becoming calm and still, and losing their giddy, breathless spark. Somehow, my life had slid back into greyscale, and I didn't know how or why.

"Something's wrong," I persisted. "Things are different to how they were when we met."
"Of course they're different," he replied. "We know each other now. Every moment isn't going to be new."

But I desperately wanted it to be.

I wish now that someone had explained to me that love is like a beautiful spinning top: that it whirls gaily and exhilaratingly fast at the beginning, mesmerising everyone with its loud melody and pretty, gaudy blur. But that it is only when it begins to slow down that you can see exactly which shapes and hues are there, and whether it will tumble and fall, or keep on spinning gently and steadily forever. I'm certain that, for us, it could have been the latter.

Instead, I decided that I could draw things back to the start. I bought a book, one of many which promised that if I followed its instructions "he will feel crazy about you, forever!" It told me that, if I pretended to ignore him, he would be more interested in me. I wasn't quite sure how that would work or why, but when I tried to ignore him he didn't seem to notice, and I didn't think I was allowed to wave at him and say: "Hey – by the way, I'm ignoring you!"

The book said he hadn't noticed because he didn't care. Afraid it was right, I began to argue with him, and said for the first time: "I think we should split up."

"Is that what you want?" he asked.

"No," I replied truthfully. "I want things to be back as they were at the beginning."

"They're not going to be," he said.

"Why not?" I asked.

"Because we're not at the beginning," he explained.

That "wasn't an excuse", I told him, and broke up with him.

It was the first in a long string of break-ups where I would leave, crying and confused, then return, asking him to forgive me. He would, and we would try again, but I still wouldn't be able to accept that things had changed. I didn't want a stale, empty and useless relationship, I insisted: I wanted love, the kind of impossible, senseless love that could never be cajoled or coerced. Sometimes I tried to hurt him so that he would say something, anything, but he would just seem disappointed in me.

"You know," he once said, "maybe I can't give you what you want any more, but I'd never leave you."

That, I think now, should have been romance enough.

I was 22, he was 23, and our relationship ended with a lie about a fairy tale. I threw the poems, mix tapes and shapeless beige jumper away, rather than inflict them on an unsuspecting and unfortunate charity shop, and went in search of the glorious spinning top that whirled endlessly, and the hot air balloon that always floated over the clouds in the sunlight and never came down.

I failed hopelessly. I missed him more than ever, but told myself I had to forget him or I'd never move on. I flitted from one meaningless relationship to the next, deciding that each was broken whenever the joy and pain and wonder settled into anything more grown-up. I tried several times, but every romance burned out exactly like the last, leaving me even more disillusioned.

Slowly, I began to wonder if it was possible that all relationships ended up like my first. Maybe romance never lasted beyond a few years, and all the magazines and books that promised it could if you only tried hard enough were destroying relationships everywhere. I knew that half of all relationships fell through, and that women ended marriages twice as often as men. Maybe it wasn't love that failed us these days, but our expectations.

I wondered if the world was littered with couples who broke up because they were told, as I was, that "being in love forever" was possible, and felt inadequate and disconsolate when their relationships became less poetic and more absentminded. Perhaps they refused to believe that true love could forget to call, have little to say, or snap at you over a lack of duvet, not understanding that love is about acceptance, and that a relationship is only ever perfect when you barely know the other person.

If this were true, I decided, it wasn't entirely their fault. Romance is almost impossible to escape from these days, however hard you try to avoid it: it seems to spill from nearly every song, story and film, filling our radios and televisions. Its ubiquity leads us to believe that we must fall in love and stay in love, or drown in depression forever. And unless we can separate our lives from fiction, and accept that the most we can hope for is quiet contentment, we'll be forever searching for happy endings – yet will only ever be left with endings.

I hadn't spoken to my childhood sweetheart since we broke up, but while writing this, I started to wonder where he was now, and who he was with, if anyone. I had heard that he'd met someone else, but that was years ago. People split up all the time, I knew. He could still be single.

I had no number for him, but still knew his childhood telephone number off by heart, and wondered if his parents had moved house. Unthinkingly, I dialled the number, my fingers shaking and my heart beating faster, just as it had the first time I had called him about the jumper. Maybe, I thought blindly, all wasn't lost.

His mother answered on the third ring, and her voice changed when I explained who I was.
"Hello love!" she exclaimed. "I haven't heard from you in forever. It's been... how long has it been?"

"A very long time," I replied.

And after talking about nothing much for a while, I told her: "I was just wondering how he was?"

"It's funny you should ask," she replied. "He's getting married this weekend. To the girl he met after you."